Not how much do i work. But how deep do i work.

My calendar is a mess and it gets worse.

The reason is me.

30min meeting after another. But no minutes to reflect 

So everything starts new all the time. 

You think you have done a lot. But deep in yourself you know: you did not achieve shit.

Stuck in between being a Manager. But wanting to be a Maker. I learned to make fast decisions. But I dive deep? Was it necessary?

We glorify those who have a fast decision making pattern. But is this right?